Another Beautiful One

i'm very close to spanny recently ... or rather, it's she who keep bugging at me for food. maybe cos she finally understand that she will either be scolded or irritated if she's going to wake my mum up every morning. so she turn her focus at me ...

so on weekend mornings, if will went into my room, pretend to be good & give me that innocent face but her 'fox tail' is very quickly reveal when she stretch forward her small, yet powerful paw to scratch my arm. sometime i will give in, but sometimes i will just chase her out of my bed n close the door before she can sneak in again! hehehe ...

recently my mum has some weird plans, which i disapprove, n thank to spanny for making these plans unsuccessful!!! hahaha ...  ** evil grin  ** ... i start to love spanny more n more ... n now that my mum start to work, there will b more time between spanny n I ... which means there will b more chances for her to scratch me with her small, yet powerful paws. Oh Noooooooooo .... !!!

even so, i still love her as much as she loves me ... hahaha

Beautiful Ones

last week was a tiring week for me as i felt being put on a yoyo. my emotion was up n down n up n down. as much as i refrain from showing the slightest trace of this, i was grateful that 1 thing remain unchanged ... the same yesterday, today and forever! i was once again being reminded of the beautiful One n the beautiful ones around me ...

last yr i ever mentioned this boy who's quite close to me last yr. though this yr he didnt sit with me as frequent as last yr, we still enjoy those short moments of chatting ... one day, last week, he came n sat opp me during recee. we chat n chat n then somehow i mention his form teacher n his eyes turn dull, which made me worry.

so i asked him who does he prefer, ms W or ms Lau? he said ms Lau. then i asked how abt ms Lau n ms Lam? he said ms Lam ... hehehe

i told ms Lau this n mayb cos he wanted to please me so ms Lau asked him the following day n confirm that it's ME!!! WooHoo!!! hahahahahahahaha ...

pls let me cry

my heart is aching and my body is flooding ... i feel like crying yet not a single tear roll down from my eyes ... even though crying cant solve the problems, i still want to cry ... to cry out all those that r gripping my hearts ...

this's a super yucky feeling ... i really hate it!

Self-talking ...

my energy is running low. even drawing out from some responsibilities didnt help much. guess this's a consequence for achieving 1 of my resolution for this year. yet there're still tonnes of work to be done.

1 of a teacher i support will b on MC from this Fri to week 9 n i'm told (via a very inproper manner) that i got to cover her for Maths. i still have not digest this in a positive manner but i guess i will try my best.

my study isnt any better. another assignment due 24 feb, which is next tues, and i have not even start thinking what to write. have already missed 1 lesson, left early for 1 lesson and will miss today lesson. this's how wonderful my attendance is!!!

i long for a good rest n then time to pack my room n in the midst of these, i have time to read + draw + sew + sleep ... these just bring back memories of my bumming days. but too free is no good either!

now, i just wish i can wake up on time n b punctual for work every morning. cut down on cab taking ... n attempt to socialise rather than finding excuses n hide away from the crowd. for the least, i think i shld at least b more friendly to 1 of the teacher i support in PL. he is actually a very nice person ... i feel like a shit whenever i thought of this!!!

Do it Right before it's too late

i'm glad to hold on this morning ... holding on to the pain even though i cant stand straight! i'm glad i've survived week 6!!! even as i was complating n hesitating n questioning y did i agree to attend the KidsRead training, i attended.

the trainer is very experience and expressive. i like her. think i'm starting to like reading n quite determine to make time for this.

out of the many advantages for reading, 1 of it is to teach children abt sad and difficult times, such as death. this's something everyone of us has to go thru ... the trainer mentioned that even a person had passed away, the person will always be remembered by others. at this stage, it's the memory that matters!

this set me thinking ... thinking abt my dad n i cant agree more. i've lose count how many times i've tear after his cremation, yet i didnt shed a drop of tear during his cremation. i guess it's the memory that touch my heart. 

i know some ppl like to address their parents as "uncle" or "auntie". this may sound very cool but i find it very disrespectful. we can have many uncles n aunties in our life but everyone has only 1 father and 1 mother. most imptly, "daddy" and "mummy" are 2 words that one will never have any chance to use again once the person has passed away.

i dun blame those who dun understand or think deep enough cos some of these are learnt thru experience and some of these experience is very painful.

count your blessings!

Solution reveal during dream time

Yesterday was a long day for me. Despite the long to-do list, each item due today else long overdued, i still met a colleague for lunch. i think we both need a well-deserved meal! in the end the lunch didnt turn out to be fantastic but the company is excellent!

back to my long to-do list ... i'm rather strucked with IT lesson plan and project assessment. When i was still in bed this morning, in a half-dream-half-awake state, i thought of how to do. hahaha ... it's so unusual to find the solution during dream time! i never know i can multi-task in this manner lor. Hahaha ...

recently, i felt rather HIGH abt my work ... guess this's a bonus amidst the increasing work load.

It's Jokes time!

earlier i shared abt jokes between me n my mum n now i want to include jokes either by me or my kids at my workplace.

socks or shorts?

setting: gymnastic lesson, where kids have to remove shoes and socks prior the lesson

one of the boy was still wearing socks while the whole class is waiting for him. so i say, "xxx, remove your shorts!" but he didnt response. so i repeated 2 more times n he still standing at a corner, showing me a face without expression. then i realise i had said "shorts" n not "socks". 

thank God he never start stripping lor else i will get into deep shit!!!

Bus No 7

setting: silent reading in Hall

the moment i step into the hall, 1 kid told he left his fav bag, which has fav dino book, in bus No 7. he asked me how to take back the book? so i reply very seriously & sincerely by suggesting him to write to SMRT after school. n then he quickly said, "No. it's not! it's school bus no 7!".

the above r just 2 jokes i can think of at this moment ... feel like napping leh but got cell later ... how? how?? how??? 

i'm now feeling like a little bird cos my shoudlers r very light now ... so happy i have submitted TMA01 last nite. although i didnt write close to 1200, i still submit. haha