I still was joking with Fatty Bomb a while ago that I havent been writting not becos I havent been thinking. In fact, I have been thinking a lot recently ... a lot more than I had a year ago! But writting down these thoughts need a lot of time, effort and also inspiration!
I was chatting and sharing with my insurance agent in the afternoon about my work and my kids, in general. I always like to talk to him cos he will listen attentively with no expectation and link back the topic to God! As I was sharing that the demand for special need children is increasing and the trend will change in the near future, he asked for my opinion why God allow such mistake in man?
Frankly, I was caught off guard with this question. I felt a bit shaken! I have been thinking about this topic, esp when I see those kids whom I love soooo much are in deep pain! Tears will just roll down from my eyes when I don't get an answer. No matter how much tears I shed, the God I know is still the same God yesterday, today and forever. My kids will still have to struggle with autism till the day the leave this world. I don't have an answer.
Mayb cos I don't have to know or I already have the answer. Between these, I choose the second one --- The answer is already given! God is Love and for those who honour Him, walk close with Him, will receive be blessed! With Him, we can!
So I choose to believe that the answer is very simple, which is Faith, Love & Hop!
2 comments:
There are a lot of things we couldn't understand but one thing for sure that God has a purpose for every beautiful seeds and His love for every individuals, despite of social status, background or culture, has always been the same, unbias :D
Hey fatty, i think you're the only person who reads my blog. esp now that I dun write so frequent! haha ...
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