Patience under test

had a good dinner with jack. i always enjoy having dinner with her and looking forward to the short moment of sharing which is hidden in the most secure corner of our heart. as usual, she asked me a difficult question which only God has the answer but i asked with little difficulty cos i was enlighten by some wise ppl much earlier. n thru this Q&A session, then i realise the wisdom that has God enlighten me as well as the talent that He has empower me. i love that instance feeling of thanksgiving and the desire to draw closer to Him. n i think He appreciate it.

as i have shared with jack, we only see a part of God's work and it's Him who decide how much He want to reveal. n most of the time we will only see it at the end of it. n then we will start to thank Him. sometimes we r gain victory while sometimes, we're made to sacrifice for a good reason. no matter which role we play, we will not b put in a situation that we cant bear. all these require faith!

although we changed our venue, our usual routine remained --- which is dinner followed by ice cream. and last nite i got a free treat of ben & jerry. heehee ... i wanted to treat her donut but she turn me down. haha

oh btw i didnt something quite silly last nite ... haiz ... now that i think of it again, i still feel so so so silly abt it ... haiz ... so silly that my hair want to drop lor .... arghhhhh!!!