becos i'm rushing to complete the changes for the 1st prelim paper, that's why i'm still up but i'm really really very tired yet there's something i want to pen down here ... actually can wait till tml but after realising my dear men has added an entry in her blog despite her tiredness, i decide to challenge myself in a similar aspect but pardon me of any grammer or spelling errors made cos my eyes are getting smaller like garfield ...
just 2 hrs ago, i was sharing with my colleague via msn and i once again felt God's speaking to me ... last week i start to have the negative feelings abt my job and doubting my purpose in PL. although seeing the kids sort of bring comfort to me, it is a temp effect only. as my heart is consumed by darkness, i met a surprise person at SCEM and thru a casual conversation, he found out my occupation and told me abt the need to setup a support group in church for parents with autism kids ... i was totally speechless at the every moment, esp i heard him saying that in the past, there were parents who left bethel cos we dun offer such support group ...
many thoughts arise and i really want to thank God for all those Christian parents who honour God for that they receive gifts from heaven --- all children are gifts from heaven --- a statement made by my sch supervisor ...
there are so many ppl suffering out there ... if i leave PL, i will cont to be me and they be them and we're strangers ... but if i stay in PL, i can acquire the skill and knowledge to impact the lives of the ppl in need ... isnt this obvious??? why am i so blind ... ???
and coincidentially, my dear colleague also shared of the same sentiment ... and the best part is, we both recognise the possibility of long term overseas community work in the future ... and the best part is, we're both doing as much as we can for our parents now ...
i seriously think that this series of events is not coincident and to have a colleague sharing the sentiment, passion and mission is definitely a privilege and as i count my blessings, God also reminded me that this person has yet to be a child of God ... ok fine, i got your message. that's y i attend Fish4men, isnt it?
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