忙忙忙 ... 盲盲盲 ...
How can I be busy yet not blind??? I have been asking myself this question for a long long while ... I want to satisfy the thirst of my compassion heart n at the same time coping with the financial needs to continue my studies.
I need the peace and wisdom to pursuit a 忙忙忙 yet not 盲盲盲 life ... and always rejoice in all circumstances in my life ... tough!!! Yes, I know it's tough else it wouldnt be in my list of resolutions for year 2008.
Resolution no. 4: Rejoice in all circumstances!
WooHoooooooooo ...
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Friday, January 11, 2008
By Faith We Understand
3 cheers to Rev Robert Lim. By my strong faith and determination, I tell myself that I will attend this service the moment I saw the notice. Although I can only attend the Thurs service and I was late due to work, I not only didnt miss a single bit and was deeply impact by his preaching.
"If you dare to believe in God, He will never fail you" ... This line was mentioned by him just now and it stated a lot of things in this simple yet powerful line. Yes! We need to have faith ... the child-like faith where we dun fear and doubt ... just stay focus ... ... ...
By Faith We Understand (Hebrew chapter 11)
"If you dare to believe in God, He will never fail you" ... This line was mentioned by him just now and it stated a lot of things in this simple yet powerful line. Yes! We need to have faith ... the child-like faith where we dun fear and doubt ... just stay focus ... ... ...
By Faith We Understand (Hebrew chapter 11)
Monday, January 7, 2008
Addicted to Mr Jesus
Just read a blog entry which touches my heart and set me into deep thoughts ... we, humans, are just too tiny ... we were all taught in school that the power of team work thru the chopstick story. "Together, we unite" ... this sounds so wonderful, yet even when our hands are joined, our hearts are not bonded together. While we can do so little with our hands, our mind and heart fail us further cos we either fear, doubt, depressed, dishearten, ... etc ... we are always obstacles by these "unneccesary stones" that comes into our way.
For the past 45 mins, my heart is beating 100000000 times faster than usual ... i feel that that blog entry has a message for me and it's beyond words. We have limited ability and those negative thoughts and emotions is causing us even more inefficient. So how? Commit suicide??? Hahaha ... what a cowardice act!!! The only solution to this is to commit ourselves to God, cos everything is possible for the Almighty.
Months ago, I was questioning myself if I have made the right choice to study and this thought has made me inefficient in doing assignments and studying for exam. When my results is out, I couldnt believe my eyes. I rubbed my eyes, then zoomed and then finally printed out the result slip and realise that what my eyes have seen was correct. I seriously think that I dont deserve a B cos I have doubt my dear God but He is so merciful that He still bless and love me, despite that mistrust I had in Him.
Now that I think back, if I have that faith, I would have score even better. How silly I was ... God is always with me at every moment in my life. ("He has given it to you, dun doubt" ... someone said this to me when I first lose faith in Him) Things happen for a reason. Although He dont always reveal the reason to me, His love and blessing is definitely sufficient for me and you and you and you and you and you and you ... ... ... ... ...
Mr Jesus, I want to be addicted to You so that I can smile non-stop and jump jOyFuLlY. WooHoo!!! Grant me that faith to cross over that rocky path of "unneccessary stones" in my life.
For the past 45 mins, my heart is beating 100000000 times faster than usual ... i feel that that blog entry has a message for me and it's beyond words. We have limited ability and those negative thoughts and emotions is causing us even more inefficient. So how? Commit suicide??? Hahaha ... what a cowardice act!!! The only solution to this is to commit ourselves to God, cos everything is possible for the Almighty.
Months ago, I was questioning myself if I have made the right choice to study and this thought has made me inefficient in doing assignments and studying for exam. When my results is out, I couldnt believe my eyes. I rubbed my eyes, then zoomed and then finally printed out the result slip and realise that what my eyes have seen was correct. I seriously think that I dont deserve a B cos I have doubt my dear God but He is so merciful that He still bless and love me, despite that mistrust I had in Him.
Now that I think back, if I have that faith, I would have score even better. How silly I was ... God is always with me at every moment in my life. ("He has given it to you, dun doubt" ... someone said this to me when I first lose faith in Him) Things happen for a reason. Although He dont always reveal the reason to me, His love and blessing is definitely sufficient for me and you and you and you and you and you and you ... ... ... ... ...
Mr Jesus, I want to be addicted to You so that I can smile non-stop and jump jOyFuLlY. WooHoo!!! Grant me that faith to cross over that rocky path of "unneccessary stones" in my life.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Project L.E.G. ROCKS!!!
WooHoo ... Finally completed my first card for the year. It's a photo journal of some beautiful moments we shared during our YEP trip in June 2007. I have added another extension but there are so many photos that I wanted to include that I have to drop some, unfortunately. So glad that Grace likes it and she even gives me a kiss in her sms ... heehee ... so shy to mention it here ** blush blush **
So happy to see my YEP-mates this evening ... dinning together again reminds me of those days where we sat on those little squarish stools during meal time. Each of us has to squeeze slightly so that all 14 can surround the rectangular table and whenever hard boil eggs are served, there will be always be the volunteer eggs-peelers to serve the rest. Although we are small in size (only 15 members), our spirit is HIGH!!!
YEP marks the most important chapter in my life. It makes many many wonderful friends, brings me to the beautiful scenic Yunnan, teaches me about perseverance and contentment, allows me to touch the lives of the children in Xiangbi, puts me into various tests and lastly (also most importantly), leads me to Christ.
There're many things that happened in year 2007 ... many are good and many are bad. I dont want to blog about the bad things on my first entry in 2008 but I will not deny or erase them from my memory cos things happen for a reason and I want to keep all these till my memory fails or my Father says it's time I report to heaven.
1 Jan 2008 is going to be over in 2 mins time and I have my to-do list is getting longer and longer. I feel so excited with these forecoming challenges ... guess this is the fruit of being YEP-trained. 3 cheers for YEP ... Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!
Project L.E.G. (Learn. Experience. Grow) ROCKS !!!
So happy to see my YEP-mates this evening ... dinning together again reminds me of those days where we sat on those little squarish stools during meal time. Each of us has to squeeze slightly so that all 14 can surround the rectangular table and whenever hard boil eggs are served, there will be always be the volunteer eggs-peelers to serve the rest. Although we are small in size (only 15 members), our spirit is HIGH!!!
YEP marks the most important chapter in my life. It makes many many wonderful friends, brings me to the beautiful scenic Yunnan, teaches me about perseverance and contentment, allows me to touch the lives of the children in Xiangbi, puts me into various tests and lastly (also most importantly), leads me to Christ.
There're many things that happened in year 2007 ... many are good and many are bad. I dont want to blog about the bad things on my first entry in 2008 but I will not deny or erase them from my memory cos things happen for a reason and I want to keep all these till my memory fails or my Father says it's time I report to heaven.
1 Jan 2008 is going to be over in 2 mins time and I have my to-do list is getting longer and longer. I feel so excited with these forecoming challenges ... guess this is the fruit of being YEP-trained. 3 cheers for YEP ... Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!
Project L.E.G. (Learn. Experience. Grow) ROCKS !!!
P/S: Anything happen recently that makes me feeling very uncomfortable. I know I need to do something about this and I should not drag any longer but I dun know how to do it!!! Oh God, please grant me the wisdom and show me your way.
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